Controlling One's Temper

A lot of people may not know this about me but I have a pretty bad temper that I keep control of really well. I try to smile it off or not let it get to me because often I just say its not worth it. I think after a while that have been the normal for me and I became somewhat passive and chilled.

But there is a few people and situations that can really get me angry to the point that I can blow up and yesterday I had a case like that. For the sake of my family and to prevent anymore drama, I try to keep my mouth shut and lock myself in my room so I can avoid my grandparent. We are kind of like two chemicals that should not be combined...or literary you will have an explosion.

Well I won't go into the boring details but I was at the point that I was yelling at the top of my lungs and moments away from knocking out my grandparents. I am not exaggerating...I had my fist balled up and I had to bite my tongue to stop. Yeah it hurts when I eat things now.

What pisses me off more than my grandparents is know that they can get me like that. Need to learn more control because one day I doubt I will be able to hold back.